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Paintings by Michael McDowell
Statements
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January 2006 The current work considers issues related to consumption. I find it interesting
to consider the nature of how we humans tend to be “consumers.” This has positive and negative ramifications,
but it seems to be one of the strongest motivators toward living. It seems difficult for human beings to resist the appetite.
It is observed that we Americans are gradually becoming “overweight,” however one could consider the issue to
extend beyond the merely physical. In fact, in pursuing this train of thought one might realize that all realms of existence,
physical, emotional, intellectual, spiritual, are affected by “the appetite.” I realize this could potentially
be a very serious meditation, so, as always, I attempt to measure the seriousness with some good, old-fashioned silliness.
This work follows a recent group of paintings that was concerned with the
theme of digestion as a metaphor for how experience is “processed” (digested) after the fact. It interests me
that when digestion occurs there is a by-product, and I liken that to how we have residual experience following events that
occur in life. The residue that remains is dependent on what sort of experience one has. By the same token, that which remains
following a gustatory experience is determined by what has been eaten. One might say this relates in some way to the popular
quote, “You are what you eat.” In this case, “You are what you experience.” Well, this coupled with
certain other factors, molds us into the personalities that we are, depending on the “diet.” Artist’s Statement 1999 Recently I decided to concentrate on re-establishing contact with paint as
a medium with particular capabilities. This after a time spent exploring specific ideas I wanted to depict with paint.
Now the issues are more general and abstract. It interests me that paint can be applied in a series of layers similar to
layers of skin. I am interested in what happens when layers of paint cover one another resulting in an obscuring of previous
layers. The more layers, the more obscure previous stuff becomes. This has to do with evidence of the evolution of the paintings;
something about their history. I like to allow this process to evolve at its’ own pace. I hope to let necessary layers
happen of their own accord, much like how skin heals itself when wounded. In some way this becomes part of the content of
these paintings. Words are like triggers in that they oftentimes set the mind onto a specific
course. The words in these paintings are some of the things that occur to me while I work. There is no specific direction
I am trying to steer the mind in, I simply attempt to let things evolve according to what happens as the brain operates. In
some cases, the words become like symbols, however the letters are really just things-in-the-painting. It is possible
that they take the place of represented symbols. Earlier paintings in this recent body of work are noticeably more literal.
There are more recognizable symbols in them. As the work progressed a transition from certain symbols painted in a certain
way gave way to less literal symbols explored in a more painted manner. Earlier paintings have less text (words) in
them; later paintings have less obvious symbols but more text. I find myself less interested in saying something specific recently and more
interested in allowing broader latitude with respect to where one might travel emotionally, psychologically or spiritually.
In some way I hope these painting allow that to happen. I hope there is some evidence of humor as well. Pre-1995 The pursuit of excellence is a noble desire. Yes, the world certainly needs
more people with such aspiration. Great people set a standard by which the rest of us can model our own behavior in
the hope of one day also being considered a superlative individual. But good deeds and strong character are nothing if one
does not acknowledge ones’ foibles. Foibles are an area in which I choose to concentrate. When viewing my paintings,
strong evidence should be seen of my foibles with regard to the activity of making paintings. It is quite obvious that I make
a lot of boo-boos. Maybe by accepting my foibles initially, I can go on to achieve some modicum of greatness. Somehow, I suspect
this philosophy translates from Art to Life, as well. While this may or may not be true, I have found that I am pretty
good at boo-boo-making. Some time ago I began to contemplate the possibility of an Afterlife. I was
inspired by a section of painting in the Sistine Chapel by Michelangelo. The section, known as the Last Judgement
depicts those Ascending and those Descending. It is the lower right quadrant which particularly intrigues me.
This is the area of the composition that shows the Damned. There is one particular figure that is being weighted down by his
fellow condemnees. He half-covers his face with one hand in grief, horror and disbelief, as he appears to struggle
feebly to overcome the others who cling to him in the hope of raising themselves up to escape their fate. This figures’
demeanor moved me so deeply that I decided to examine the prospect of suffering a similar fate. I began a series of paintings that dealt with this theme. What developed was
a string of paintings that evolved into frontal, semi-nude, male figures in apparent confrontation with whoever stood before
them. I say apparent confrontation, because, in reality, as the series progressed, I came to realize that the figures
were not confronting the viewer so much as confronting themselves. They were dealing with their foibles, or rather,
the content of the paintings became a sort of personal examination. I have done numerous paintings since I began meditating on this particular
topic. Various other issues have informed my work since then, but I continue to accept, and hopefully enhance, my foibles.
After all, that’s what makes all of us human, and maybe someday, great.
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